Thursday, July 8, 2010

Time has come to let me know that, i am overly sensitive. Maybe not. But i really think that i am way too naive to believe what people say. Like, especially when those who i trusted them like crazy and that i would stand up for them. I tell myself, i will never ever gonna forgive the hurt built on me. Well, i can forget but i cannot forgive.

Yesterday morning, i was on the phone with Kurniwan because i find his friend cute. But, come to think of it, they fooled me, kind of. And i was thinking, am i that naive to believe people? Worst still, strangers that is. Time, maybe that is what i need the most. I should be diverting my focus to studies now. I know i have been skipping lessons. 3 months left, time to mug my time off.

But i'm thankful to have Reena and Pauline as my sisters. They never fail to lend me their ears. And there are a whole lot of people who are always there for me, i know. And they all have different styles of consoling me. :D

I have found another way to tire myself out; working! I don't know why but i'm actually sinking my time down working. Maybe because, i want to stay away from home? I am not sure either about what i am doing. Things always happen in the middle of nowhere at the very last minute, and that we have to deal with it, for that's life. My coming shift, 12pm to 11pm. Lol. Good luck? I need not much luck. Just fun, it would keep me burning just well. :D

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