What does people want when they did all they could just to sabotage your friendships with other people? It really hurts me to say but, it's the fact. Undeniable fact. It seems like, I always had the same rough route. With N, with L, with S. Oh my god. I used to treat them like inseparable people of my life and now they literally walk away.

And I am always the one bringing everyone together that so often, I am forgotten. Well, it felt bad. Really bad. Tsk. I better get used to it. I know I can't be in good terms with them, so I think i shall lead my life just myself. Me, Myself and I! It's okay and I admit defeat.